_{hay there i'm sussCHAOS, seventeen, portugal, taken and very happy about it, so no hitting on me please, i'm tall, brunette, ugly stupid black hair, hazel eyes .}

_{a few little things about me: first off, if your going to comment don’t say the extremely usual, nothing special "hay, how r u?", cuz' that’s just a dead end conversation , so make it more interesting , yer?}

_{don't diss my makeup, i know it's allot , but that’s how i like it , got it?}

_{i wear too much black for my own good [ well , depends of the day ... ] , another problem?... good , didn't think so . i dress myself the way i like . DO NOT label me , because that in my books is a straight path to me blocking you . i am what i am , full stop .}

_{my friends are everything, and they come on the top of my list , mess with them and you die . simple ! i believe true friends are few : others are companions . humans create really fucked up ideas , haven't you seen & heard ? i'm not religious , i believe in what i see .}

_{love is the best . if you're not capable of loving people , don't go near anybody . stay away in a corner , taking care of only yourself , your futile thoughts and lifeless actions . coincidences don't exist in my world . neither does luck .}

_{i say what’s on my mind , even more so when i’m drunk ; like everyone i have my faults , being emotionally unstable is one of them . i am brutally honest , and it's also something i value in other people to . i have a soft spot for Disney movies .}

_{i can be silly , stupid , hyper , elusive , stupid , random : anything .}

_{i speak English fluently .}

_{music is something that i really appreciate , like everyone else . i seriously listen to music all the time . how boring would life be without music ?}

_{favourite genres : deathmetal , screamo , industrial , deathcore , techno , punk rock , grunge , indie [...]}

_{favourite band of all the time : bring me the horizon .}

_{i make mistakes , & i learn from them , i’m young , so i can't do everything right , today i’m a different person , i've changed because of my mistakes , a lesson lived is a lesson learned .}

_{i like listening to people and giving advice . i have a really open mind , but that doesn't mean i take shit from anybody .}

_{i protect those i treasure the most with all i can .}

_{i hate backstabbers , fakes , cocky people & lies . life has shown me , the hard way , that those are the most disgusting and repulsive create of humankind .}

_{hypocrisy is cousin of greed & envy , and i hate it as well . if you're a stalker , get out . seriously don't waste your time , i'm going to delete you anyway . i hate animal cruelty & jealousy too . i hate POSERS/WANNABES/FAKES & PEOPLE WHO COPY ME , real life or even here . please , do yourself a favour , go to Ebay and buy some originality & while you're there buy a brand new brain . :D}

_{DO NOT CALL ME THE FOLLOWING :}

_emo

_goth

_scene

_{stuck up}

_slut

_whore

_{because all of that just isn’t true your being ignorant . when’s the last time you saw a goth girl wear colors and look the way i do . emo UGH come on now i’m happy and don’t sit there feeling sorry for myself and hating the world and honestly does anyone even classify people as emo anymore ? your dumb . just because i take pictures with no jeans on or with some weird positions doesn’t make me a whore . neither does stupid things i did as a naive 15 year old make me slut now . i’m not stuck up AT ALL i may look it but if you talk to me you’ll see i’m not .}

_{way too many people judge me in a bad way and they don’t even try to know me first .}

_{i’m not saying that i’m a better person than you , or that people should love me , but , c’mon, i’m not that bad . i’ve got a life like all of you :}

_{‘ friends ; family ; dreams ; love & money problems ; i get sad , i can laugh & cry ;'}

_{i am a normal person , and there is someone living behind those pictures of me .}

_{some people think they’re all cool because they write a comment about me saying : “ OMG , you’re a fucking bitch , whore , ugly , i hate you , you’re all about Photoshop .”}

_{you know what ? i don’t give a shit , why should i take something personal when it comes from someone who doesn’t even know me ? they should stop , and think about themselves , and then , say something about me. critics don't affect me , i know who i am , what i do , and why . truth is in me, not in others .}

_{now then with that out the way... LET'S GET PISSED & WATCH PORN !}

_{hatemail ? don’t like something about me? delete me then . i just got 5 words for you: I DON’T GIVE A FUCK ! xD}

_{say what you like , you little prick , its hi5 , not life ! for me its amusement & something to do, just cuz' your famous on hi5 doesn’t mean shit in the real world most of the time , and have a little respect for other people . otherwise your screwed , simple as , so yer any hatemail i'll read , laugh then delete , nasty comments , same and also with picture comments . oh i know i’m not pretty or gorgeous just don’t rub it in, i don’t over Photoshop my photos , cuz’ i like the way i look , i don’t change my body, nose or anything, like some people, i keep it real . another thing DON'T randomly ask for my MSN e-mail , i wont give it out unless i know you enough .}

_{this guy here in this photo is Tiago Rosário Lourido}

the fucking love of my life and soulmate ,

you know when your a little girl and you dream of your perfect dream guy ?

that you hope one day to meet and marry ?

well a while ago i lost sight of that dream .

i lost hope of ever finding even just one guy to make me happy .

& i have found HIM , i have found the one , and its him ...

every second with him just means so much to me .

he is perfect in every way for me , even though me may not agree , as he never does not i agree to him saying i am perfect as well .

he has taken me from my old ways

he makes me want to be a better person

and i am thanks to him

every moment without him is pure torture ,

i love his complete nerdyness , his smile , laugh , kisses , touches , bad joking , walking , talking , always trying to tell me jokes to make me smile , his random noises ...

'i have the best boyfriend in the world'

so that’s it , anyway

words can’t describe how much i love him

i am his and no one else’s

i can't understand why people don't want to see us together . i mean , we both feel that we were made for eachother , we love eachother and we want to stay together , so , just leave us alone , let us be happy .

HE is the most beautiful boy in the world . the ONLY boy .

i love spending time with him . whenever i'm not living my life next to him, i'm missing him ... i miss him every minute , every second .

he's my own life and i love him to death .

life gave me this opportunity . & people think it's "a big opportunity for me" . but for me , it is THE opportunity . the right one , the one i don't have to let go .

that's why i'll fight for us .

whatever negative points you try to list from this , it will never beat how big my love for him is.

& how much he means to me.

i will never be able to put into words .

it's just there , in my heart and mind forever ,

& there’s nothing you can do about it .

the love i have for him is unbreakable , even though we may have our fights and misunderstanding at the end of the day , i love him ...

i love you Tiago

with all my heart & soul

i don't wanna' loose you , you are everything to me .