About Me
'When I grow up, I'm gonna be a fire truck' ~Ralph Wiggum . .
If you read this 'about me' make sure you know it's a complete waste of the eyesight you will lose reading it. Let's take it from the top: I hate my name so much, I get a headache every time I say it... Débora... ew. I'm 14, so I don't have any independence yet. It sucks. I live in a steriotype-filled-place called Montijo located in Portugal. I'm shy, perfectionist, (...), I'm probably blind, simbolicly... in other words, naive. Get this: you can never break my heart, I'm so far beyond that... cool heh? No, not really. I've soffered too much to get sad over some crap anyone has done. The only people I take seriously are my idols. I love them to death. Pete Wentz is the most important, than Oli Sykes, Alex Evans and Hayley Williams. They are the only people who can break my herat. The only people who can make me cry for real. They gave me so many memories and I hope they get blessed for everything they do... You'd get bored if I started to say every detail of how I fell about them. So, whatever. (I just love them so much) Did you ever fell out of place? Did you ever fell like you don't belond anywhene and nobody understands you? well... yeah, that's how I always fell. My favourite book is 'The Boy with the Thorn in his Side'. I relate to it so much. Here we go again. It's the story of the nigthmares Pete Wentz had when he was young. It's about a stupid, stuttering, ugly, forgetable boy who was really lonely. He relates to music, he lives in his own world and he faces a lot of problems just because he's trying to be happy, but he can't. Story of my life. My favourite band is Fall Out Boy. Their songs write my moods. Well, you know how I fell, I love them a lot and all that stuff. I've tryed to have real friends but they keep back-stabbing me, so i can't trust people like I used to any more. Still, I have some friends. I have a girlfriend called Bang, a bride called sussCHAOS, a lover called DannieDias and a wife called Lau©GirlPoison. Unfortunatly, I don't know them in real life. I'd love to meet them and not just look at them by a colored-pixel-screen. I've been trying to make something out of my dreams so I've been working on a new project: Heartbeat Designs. I've also been learning how to play guitar (and I already learned how to play piano), trying to make my voice sound better and saving money to get a new camera so I can take better quality pictures. But, whatever. I'm just another person in the world, why should I be special? (seriously, why should I?)... . . . . See my band list. myspace , friends or enemies , imvu , deviantart , vampirefreaks . 'behind the hatred, there lies a murderous desire for love'
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i wish we were in 'happy days' with that guy that says 'heyy'.. i think his name is The Fonz or whatever.. -_-
it's times like this when i remember how thing where a few year ago..
Ashlee Simpson was being mocked in every single way there is because of her lip singing shit.. everyone hated her.. now she's the luckyest girl in the world, she's got a life, she's got a career and she's going to mary Pete Wentz..
Today i just found out that Hayley Williams doesn't like Ashlee or Avril Lavigne and that puts me in a weird position because Ashlee is going to be Pete's wife and Avril is Alex's idol.. and Hayley, Pete and Alex are my idols, i feel like i have to pic someone.. x)
i've only seen Oli Sykes make fun of people when he's drunk and i've seen him introducing a Fall Out Boy song.. he didn't say anything, just said the tittle wrong, but not on purpous, that wasn't bad, i kind of got worried if i needed to pic some one there too -_-
let's go back to the 'Pete Wentz proposed to Ashlee Simpson' topic..
i don't think Ashlee is much of a big deal but if Pete proposed to her, it must meen he really loves her (and one more Wentz in the family isn't bad at all (not talking about Ashlee)) i'll support him and his decisions because if he loves her, what would i do, it's not like i could go talk to him and say 'don't marry that bitch' and he wouldn't.. in fact, he'd start hating me.. (i wouldn't like that) x) if he's happy that way, i'm happy that way.. the only thing that bothers me is that my idols hate each other, or at least girlfriends/boyfriends/idols of each other :x
.. but whatever, it's not like the're all coming to meet each other because of me (i just made myself sad)..
thank you for readind and wasting precious eyesigth you will need when you're older.. and time, wich you will also need..
~just-another-fuckin-faggot x)
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